Nee how ma from Taiwan!

Nee how ma from Taiwan!
“One may explain water, but the mouth will not become wet. One may expound fully on the nature of fire, but the mouth will not become hot. Without touching real water and real fire, one will not know these things.” — @Takuan Soho, The Unfettered Mind 

tldr: travel, explore, run wild–whoever you are, do.

I’ve had a blast over the last few months. Departing from NY in Sept 2016, I headed for Colombia and finished off 2016 in Medellin. I spent the holidays at home and then started another adventure which took me through parts of America (Denver/Portland/Los Angeles) and now I’m in Asia for a bit. By now you know that Indian runs as deep as American does within me, but I’ve never explored East Asia.
I’m writing you from Taiwan. It’s a beautiful island with an utterly complex relationship with the Chinese and a lot to offer the world. Since I landed a split under 2 weeks ago I’ve met amazing people for engaging conversation and dialog. Some of my favorite conversation has been about the future of Taiwan.
Taiwan just elected their first Female President and are on their way to being the first Asian nation to legalize LGBT Marriage. With all the colonization that’s happened here, identity is complex for everyone. And that means they’re a bit more understanding. And a lot more relaxed. At dinner the other day some young (20s-30s) Taiwanese folks and I got into a discussion about economic development in Taiwan. It’s a market where labor costs more than non-industrialized countries, but pay isn’t nearly as high as industrialized countries. It’s also a place where people work an insane amount of hours. There are some ideas around how to make Taiwan a competitor in the global market–ideas like diversifying their manufacturing (would set them up with direct competition against German Small/Medium Size manufacturers). If you’re interested in the future of Taiwan or playing a role, my friend Jane is working on building community to attract & retain the best global talent here. Also, shoutout to the Global Shapers in town. They’re new to the scene, but damn are they poised to do something big. I’ve also been kicking it with a lot of the folks in Climate Activism. They’re suuuper cool–chemical engineers, physicists, food scientists. They’re all trying to make sure Taiwan grows green.
Food can do more for you than nourish your body–it has the power to inspire–to feed your mind. I took a trip to Jiufen with a new amigo I met at Meander Hostel. He’s an Edmontonian. I’ve got another friend from Edmonton (Nate!) and I love those guys. They’re a class unto themselves (also Nova Scotians are doope). My new buddy is a food scientists in Edmonton and wants to change the way food is used in Edmonton. One quick example is about Ramen–you can boil ramen in beef stock for hours on end and that’s how you get legit good Ramen. Or you can boil it in some hot water and throw some bones in there for a bit. Both get you Ramen and get people fed, but one is the best way of doing something. We had a really kickass conversation last night about how doing things the best way or continually better might inspire people to do things in their own lives better. For him, food takes center stage and Edmonton is where he can light that fire. American food chains are opening up there all the time and people in Edmonton, Canada love going to those chains. What if they had a better more unique option. Not building for the purpose of growth, but building Mom & Pop style where the kids are doing their homework out front and Mom/Dad are cooking in the kitchen. A really Eddie Huang story. Creating so that you can create/inspire/involve community.  I’m with it. Can’t wait to go to Edmonton and see what he makes happen.
Yesterday I took a trip with two ladies to Yangmingshan National Park. One [24] from Holland and the other [30] from South Korea. They were incredible in their own ways. The Holland friend was finishing up her Masters in International Development and she concentrated in immigration. She’d never worked a “real” job a day in her life and was massively focused on career. The other had worked as a computer programmer, an event planner, and now a marketer running around South Korea for TomTom. I was amazed by the two stories, but the thing that was most visible was that my new Holland friend was stuck in her own way and afraid of what the world had in store for her. On the other hand, my friend from South Korea was open to what could be and dove into new experiences with wild pursuit.
I’ve spoken about this Uncertainty Paradox in the past. It made me wildly happy that my South Korean friend dives forward into life. I do hope that at some point my friend from Holland recognizes what she does have rather than what she lacks. Perhaps then she’ll be interested in action.
We can all do a bit more to get out of our own way. Whatever the future is, it is what we create. Brick by brick, our actions today will create the world we live in tomorrow. We have that power and have a decision to make with it. Inaction is a decision too. =)
Warmest regards,
Marv
Jiufen, Taiwan (This city inspired Spirited Away)

Craziness

It’s February 19th, the second month and 19th day of the human calendar. The year is 2017. Donald Trump, the 45th President of America. In resistance, we often leave his name coldly at 45 — he who shall not be named. 45 does a lot to engender conversation, curiosity, fury. He frequently releases media that is borderline lunatic and undebatably sociopathic.

While 45 works to carve a throne in the White House, America has not changed.

Our constitution remains the north star for the nation, a 200 year barely revised document. The revisions that we have brought, amended the right to vote and brought people of color and women into the fold of voting — though we are still working to ensure all of the protections to them that White men and women enjoy.

White Supremacists like Steve Bannon continue to infiltrate the highest levels of policy making and the lowest levels of law enforcement. Though, today at alarmingly high numbers today. White Terrorism continues to be the form of terror that takes the most American lives. And guns continue to cut away at our community (read about this Seattle man who was sleeping with his wife in bed on a weeknight when a stray bullet flew through a house, ricocheted off another house and right into his bedroom–killing him.)

We’ve got a lot to contend with. But we’ve always had a lot to contend with.

It’s not news to us.

The nation remains a place where remarkably talented people from around the world come to pursue higher learning and bolder dreams. A nation where our own people care deeply about those around them and stand up. These days, our sense of community and shared identity seems to mesh much more. Maybe one good thing that comes of it is that we are more compassionate and act on those values.

Donald Trump is the leader of the United States of America. But, the moral arch of the universe always bends towards Justice and Americans are here to pressure that arch ever closer towards a nation where all people can be equal and enjoy the bonds of kinship, community and crony capitalism.

Originally posted on Medium. February 17th, 2017.

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Wasi Mohamed is the Executive Director of the Islamic Center of Pittsburgh. We met four years ago through the Frances Hesselbein Leadership Institute and I’ve admired him since. Wasi is a leader in his faith community and in the Pittsburgh community at-large. In the aftermath of this week’s terrorist shooting at the Quebec City Mosque, where a White Nationalist shot dead 6 people as they prayed, his words are particularly important:

 

Sunday night in Quebec, 6 people were murdered and 5 people were injured at a mosque during evening prayers. Most people I know probably don’t know this but I actually work at a mosque, Islamic Center of Pittsburgh, and have done so for almost two years now. As I went to evening prayers last night I couldn’t help but think about what happened. As I looked around the room last night, I noticed a lot of similarities between the men killed and those who stood beside me in prayer. They were also academics, civil servants, small business owners, and more importantly parents, friends, and loved ones. They were from several different countries. One of the brothers killed was a grocery store owner like my father. Another two were inseparable friends who were always seen together, which brings a few people to mind for me. They were people, human beings.

But I do not see the same outrage from people as I did when other tragedies occurred. I do not see the new profile pictures or the hashtags or the vigils. Instead, I see several outlets falsely reporting that a Moroccan Muslim committed this crime. Instead of mourning with us, just more blame. It made me wonder if it had been our mosque on that night and we were killed, would the country be as indifferent? The anti-Muslim rhetoric may just be noise to some people, but it leads to tragedy for many. This attack is not a lone example of violence against Muslims, it is consistent with the trend. The FBI reported that anti-Muslim hate crimes are up 67% in America, and being the executive director of a mosque I know that most go unreported. Trudeau announces that he welcomes Muslim refugees, and then there is a shooting at a mosque. Trump announces a ban on immigrants from several Muslim countries, then a mosque in Texas is burnt down. The hate crimes spike when the ant-Muslim hate speech is at its highest, that’s simply a fact.

People are praising this ban, saying it makes this country safer. Safer how? By keeping all of the refugees out who are fleeing war ravaged countries? Over 50% of them are children. Or keeping Muslims out? You are more than 400 times more likely to be killed by falling out of bed than you are by a Muslim. The people in the world that are being killed by the thousands by these extremist groups are Muslims.

I understand why you might think better safe than sorry, and I’m not calling my friends who support the ban stupid. But it’s not that simple. We just banned the Iraqi translators who saved the lives of American soldiers. We just banned the Yemeni children who’s parents we killed and homes we bombed (10 Yemeni women and children were just killed in the first drone strike of the new presidency). We made a religious exclusion that allows anybody besides Muslims to come to this country. Our constitution won’t allow this, that’s not America.

But why take the risk? That is the definition of a slippery slope. This mind set is very dangerous, and exactly why leaders throughout history wanted their people to make decisions while afraid. With this logic, wouldn’t it just be safer to throw me out of the country as well? Muslims are evil right? Or they might be, so let’s just be safe.

Honestly, I am not upset with people because of who they voted for or what prejudices they hold, we all have some we have to battle. What makes me furious is that politicians can support this legislation and call it a victory. Nothing was accomplished. We are not safer, we are more divided. We are not progressing as a society, we are taking another step back (Also, this is being used in ISIS propaganda as we speak which makes us less safe). Keep your opinion about the borders, but please do not take this as a victory. We were promised jobs and growth and new opportunity, do not let the defamation of a few minorities suffice as progress in that direction.

And please, if you do not understand someone’s point of view, talk to them. I don’t like Facebook and never post really, but I’d be happy to message you. I’ve seen several people who forgot they were my friends condemn me and my faith, but I have not had one person ask me a question. Ask my perspective. I’m sure I hold some views that are incorrect, educate me. Just because we are different does not mean we should be divided as a country.

All I can think about is how we as a country can stomach killing civilians, creating refugees, and then demand to shut our borders to them without feeling a single pang of empathy at all. If that’s your opinion, that’s fine. But if you did not feel any pain when you made it, that’s not fine. This path, one devoid of love and empathy and communication, will not end well for any of us.

 

I haven’t shared it broadly, but I popped back into New York and have been here to celebrate Christmas and New Years with my family. I love my family a lot. Particularly my two little nieces that are a light on my life.

Since I’ve been back I’ve gotten a few questions a bunch

  • WHAT’S IT LIKE? TELL ME ALL ABOUT IT!
  • WHATS NEXT?
  • ARE YOU GOING BACK?
  • HOW ARE YOU MAKING MONEY

In short, it’s like moving to any other place in the world, but it’s another place in the world-different language and culture. It’s hard. It can be lonely. Everyone has their journey and I’ve sure had a different one than most of my friends. Next–I’m heading back. Next Friday I ship out back to Medellín. I’m not sure how long I’ll stay planted, but I’ll stay as long as it feels right. I’m not bolted down to Medellin. There’s a lot of LatAm to explore.

I make money by working on remote consulting gigs with clients. Generally in product, marketing and business strategy. These are my three main areas. TBH, if I need to clean dishes or serve drinks I’ll do that too.

My priority right now is experiences in cultures. Traveling is the best way to support that.

Immigrant Stories- my aunts

Immigrant Stories- my aunts

January 1st was awesome. I hung with close family friends and I learned a bit about the community that came here way before me through the eyes of two aunties that I spent a lot of time around as a kid. I wanted to write them here I could always remember them.

Context: in the 70’s & 80’s American Immigration Policy was pushing for Advanced Field Professionals Employed in America to sponsor Visa’s for Advanced Field Professionals abroad. That’s why, if you came up 70s-90s, you saw so many Filipino, Indian, Chinese and Nigerian nurses/doctors/engineers (advanced field professionals) or ‘model minorities’. Two of my aunts (Aunty is a loose term for browntown) were sponsored by folks who’d they’d studied or worked with in India.

Spring Valley Aunty -My aunt boarded a flight to New York solo in 1976. She landed at her friends place (we’ll call her friend Jackie [but it’s probably really Kochammama]). Jackie sponsored my aunt to come to the USA to work as a Nurse. My aunt stayed with Jackie for two months and when it came time to switch up, she wanted to head to another friend+that friend’s husband in Poughkeepsie, NY. Back then driving wasn’t common amongst the browns–everyone was still settling in, and nobody knew where Poughkeepsie was–but Jackie’s work-friend, an Indian man from Tamil Nadu offered to help. One day after work he picked my aunt from her friends house and took her to Poughkeepsie. My aunt recalls wanting to thank him. She only had $20 bucks in hand. Jackie was equally broke so there was nothing to give him. She said to him, “Here’s $20, it’s all I have. I am so grateful that you took me.” He responded in words she tearily recalled , “Keep your money. I don’t need anything from you, but when the next person like you arrives here help them.” She’s never forgotten. My aunts always gone the extra mile for folks, countless airport trips, pre-prayer meeting cooking, organizing things at church and just being there for folks (she once learned to drive just so that she could take a little girl from church to dialysis).

*Amaze*

Back into it, she moved in with her friends and remained with them in Poughkeepsie for six months. They would take her everywhere and join them for everything they did. There weren’t many Indians up there at the time (maybe 3 families?) so people being around definitely counted [being somewhat of an immigrant in Colombia right now, I can vouch for it being uber lonely.] She said, “I will never have a bad thing to say about them. When I needed them they treated me like a sister and never said anything to make me feel bad. We have our disagreements, but we are family.” 

Church was a big part of their life. Not too many browns had made it over just yet, but the ones that did set up shop by renting a church at 178th street in Uptown. Renting two floors, upstairs would be for the Orthodox and downstairs would be for the Church of South India (CSI). Back then everyone worshipped together. Together, they’d drive 90 minutes down to 178th just to go to church. That’s an hour and 30 minutes everyday.

They’d go from there to St. Johns Cathedral in NYC–it was huge. They took out (I think) the Synod House and have to wrap up services every day at 12:30. As my aunt told the story, she chuckled. A security would come promptly at 12:30 and say “your time is up” but they’d never be finished, Indian Standard Time (IST) for sure.

She’d get a gig, her husband would come back and they’d get an apartment. A social man, he’d move them to Yonkers to be around other browns in a housing complex we lovingly call Waverly (not to be confused with Riverdale Apartments..that’s the other one). Living in Yonkers made for an easier commute to church and work.

They’d spend a few years there raising three children (two came with my Uncle when he came from India.)

My aunt seemed to love it in Yonkers. She found a community of Indians and Malayalees or folks hailing from Kerala (South India). Together, they sorta took over the building and did a lot together. Many of the aunties also worked together at St. Josephs Hospital around the way (including one of my real aunts–they went to work together!) They raised kids together and didn’t have to worry about leaving kids unattended because everything was good–everyone lived together, they shared meals, ingredients, prayers and life.

They’d do life together. As trauma and challenge hit, the women would get together at one of their homes  on Saturdays or afterwork to pray. A husband was fatally was shot, a child diagnosed with cancer, a boy got into a deadly car accident–every time it would find them together in prayer.  What started with 3 women grew into 10, then 20 and eventually they had a recurring prayer network that met frequently–with no worry of denomination. That was the beginning of New York’s Sevika Sanghom that continues today (womens group.)

Some years passed in Yonkers when my aunt’s Poughkeepsie friends relocated to Spring Valley, New York in Rockland and approached my aunt and her hubby with the idea of moving onto their block. There were good jobs in the area, both of them just got two gigs and she was sure that my aunt could get set up at a local hospital or nursing home (she ended up at the same nursing home turned hospital that my mom worked at for 25 years–I was sorta raised there too).

They wanted a life where their children could all play together, go to school together and grow up together. That’s exactly what happened. They moved to Spring Valley, that block was sprinkled with Malu families, and about a dozen malu kids would grow up together and do life.

In 1984, still at St. Johns Cathedral, debates, arguments and politics overwhelmed the group of immigrants who by now had grown significantly in number and had people branch into different churches and groups (the most notable was the Pentecostals led by an effusive penti-pastor). They began conversations about how they grow. They bought some some acres in Nyack, thinking that they would build a church there, but around that time a church on Morris Street in Yonkers had opened up. It was a bad area with frequent gang and turn violence, but the church at 34 Morris Street was in forbearance and it was about to be claimed by the bank. It was dirty and defunct with no more working electricity or water.

At $1,000,000 these immigrants could buy it and finally have a place of worship for themselves and for their children. They forked into 4 regions–90 families stuck with it and put their money into Yonkers. They spent a lot of time cleaning it up. According to her everyone involved put in hard labor after work and on weekends, cleaning the mut off the ground and walls, fixing the lighting, bringing the place back into shape.

I grew up in that church. It was home and it saved me more than once: St Thomas MTC.

I’m especially proud of that church because my Uncle was one of the people that helped to open those doors. I asked this aunty that I’ve been telling you about what he was like–she told me that he was quiet and unassuming, but he was one of the best. He always showed up. He showed up for St Thomas in a big way, but he never played in the politics or power of it. He was there to build a space for us.

As my aunt recalls, St Thomas has been a church of miracles. Through commitment and prayer, she sees that it has healed families and people, brought grace into lives and hope back to the hurt. She chokes up as she shares the story–recounting all of the people who have been in near death situations, including her own child, and how much  our little community has done to turn that around. She worries that the youth don’t know the story of the church.

TBH, I didn’t. But I checked it out on New Years for Candlelight Watchnight Service and saw a community that I spent 20 years watching. Fathers, fathering. Mothers, supporting. A community, developing. Those lights took me back and reminded me of what my uncle worked hard for. Many stories, much struggle, and even more miracles.

Retired, my aunt remains hard at work for that place. She visits friends of hers that she built that community with. They’re sick, old and tired now. She (not so secretly) wishes that someone develops the land in Nyack for the old folks to give them a place where they can once again return to each other and find home and the age-old once knew in Kerala, Waverly and Eckerson.

She laments that when I was growing up they’d have weekly prayer meetings at houses all over Rockland, but today they can barely get going once a month and nobody wants to host. “When we had nothing we prayed and gave everything to God. Now that we have everything, everyone has forgotten about God.”


Lowerre Place- Another one of my aunts landed in New York from Madhya Pradesh, where she worked as a nurse in North India. She was from Kerala, but American Immigrant Policy–she came over with a group of nurses recruited to provide healthcare in the American system.

It was just more challenging than it sounds.

They’d have to spend one year serving as a nurses aid. My aunt, frail and small, couldn’t lift a body. She’d spend a lot of nights crying and alone. She came over in 1978 and her husband joined her two years later in 1980. In that time, she lived in Houston, The Bronx and Valley Cottage (Nyack), Rockland.

In warmth of India in 1978 she’d board her first flight towards New York, where it was cold and snowy. With a destination of Texas, this would be her first flight–ever. She’d seen planes before, but she’d never been on one herself.

As she narrated this to me, her husband interjected to share some prose that I wouldn’t have even remotely considered: most of these people have never seen a plane so they definitely don’t know where the bathroom is. They see the little toilet sign, but they’ve been calling it bathroom for years–what’s a toilet/what’s a lavatory? They’d hold off on passing anything for the often +24 hour flight until they land.

Her story was no different. She didn’t eat or drink much at all on the plane and then they made a stop in London, she chose to stay on the plane while they cleaned–afraid that she wouldn’t understand when to reboard and get stranded in London.

Arriving in New York, Unpracticed English, Sari, Sandals and all–she made her first acquaintance with snow. A monster storm was raining now 10-12 inches of Snow. She’d earlier written to her cousin that he should pick her up from JFK that night and help her get on her Houston-bound flight, but the snow kept him home. Without home-phones or cell phones around, there was no way to get in touch with him. Without cellphones, there was no way for her to know that neither in advance nor on arrival.

Sheer luck would have it that her family friend was at JFK that day waiting for his cousin at the same gate. That friend saw her, took her through the snow in a NYC Yellow Cab, guided her to the terminal for her transfer and showed her how to read the signs. He then left to grab his cousin and take him home–as he was there to do.

Aunty took her ticket to the desk and the attendant replied in a think (maybe Brooklyn?) New York accent, okay ma’am. have a seat right over there. We’ll announce it when your flight is boarding. Of course my dear old aunty, unpracticed in her English, understood absolutely nothing, but the attendant pointed at the seats and my aunt understood that. So she sat–only to get up every 15 minutes, walk up to the attendant meagerly and push the ticket out in front of the attendant hoping that she hadn’t yet missed her flight.

Over and over the attendant passed my aunt the same message and signal. Relief came when a North Indian woman, also draped in Sari and Sandal, popped a seat next to aunty and conversed with her in Hindi sharing that she was also headed to Houston and that my aunt no longer needed to worry–this lady would hold her down. *relief*

That was just the start. Aunty would stick around with her friends in Houston for a few months and then find a job at Wards Island Mental Health Facility, now known as Manhattan Psychiatric Center. She found an apartment in the Bronx and would leave home at 10pm to take 1 train to down Grand Concourse and 2 busses over to Wards Island. Her hourlong late night commute would arrive her there to start her shift at 11pm.

She recounted to me what it was like living in the X without her husband. It seemed to her that everyone had someone with them, but in the night she’d feel scared even to leave her room. Those old apartments are always making noises–the wind hitting the windows, the heaters making odd noises and the floors all creaking. Once, on her way to work she thought someone was following her all the way to the shuttle to Wards Island so she booked it and ran for life….only to find out that it was her colleague at Wards.

She says boldly, life is hard. It’s not easy. We had to work hard. Be ambitious and always move forward, not backwards. Don’t look at the people around you. [Look at the people ahead of you] Want more and work hard for more. The people ahead of you aren’t going to want to be friends with you, that’s okay. The people that are succeeding want to be with their people. So we need to succeed ourselves. 

It’s pretty dope listening to her share her story. Her husband joined her in 1980 and kept a few jobs before joining the NYPD and making a career there. A member of the Indian Army, the NYPD was the right fit for me. One of his jobs was across the street from Yonkers Raceway, alongside my uncle. He told me that my uncle was quiet. Always got his work done. If anyone asked him a question he answered, but he never asked anything of anyone. I wonder how he was so stoic.


Their stories are our stories. Finding a way to collect, cherish and protect those is valuable to us and to our children. There’s better ways to do. It’s important for us and the people after us to understand how tough things were for our parents, the folks before them and brown people immigrating [et all immigrants too] in general. Their hustle is serious and puts us in places to survive, but remembering who we are is somewhere in their story.

2017: Zoning In

2017: Zoning In

 

 

Family, Closest Friends/Tribe–I am most proud and thankful for the relationships we have and the moments we’ve shared. I hope to always go to bat and move the distance, showing up & being present for you.

This decade is about growth for me. 2017 is about zoning in on the ideals I want to live by and focusing on absorbing them deeply to practice them consistently. For that, my priority is an Essentialist mindset (The Disciplined Pursuit of Less).

I’ve spent some of 2016 diving into things unknown, exploring things I was raised to fear and stepping out further. If we are remembered for the rules we break, I want to write the book on unorthodox journeys.

I sought out a wealth of experiences in search of who I am and where I fit. It’s been like throwing paint at a wall to see what sticks. I won’t abandon it entirely (because, serendipity), but essentialism asks me to be more focused on where I’m throwing paint and how I respond when the paint splatters back. Character.

That character comes from lessons and beliefs that I’ve learned in the past–not introducing new things, but finding a few philosophies or ideas to really bring into my life and live out, such as:

  • Always forwards. Never backwards.
  • You can’t control the ocean, but you can steer the ship.
  • Do one thing that scares you everyday.
  • You’re never too far in to turn around.
  • Because you can, does not mean you should.
  • Don’t plan around people, unless you’re okay waiting on them.
  • Stoicism.

I’ve worked hard to be more transparent and honest with myself about how much I care about individual people and things. Knowing how much I care about people/things has allowed me to either bring things closer or push them further away. It’s a process I want to continue and grow into further in 2017. It’s tough and takes courage to make decisions of this nature, but it’s empowering to know what you want/don’t and act upon it.

2016 is a year, in a series of years. It’s had ups and it’s had downs. I recognize that I tend to push the bad away and remember the good more frequently than not. It’s the good I want to keep focused on as we progress into 2017. The good of people, the good of organizations, our shared potential for good. If we are good to people and focus on how good they can be, they will start to recognize the goodness in themselves too.


Reviewing My 2016 Objectives-in 2016 I set out with goals & benchmarks for myself. Measurable, I wanted to revisit them.

 

  • Financial: I set out to close debt (done), create savings (done).
  • Physical: Yoga in Medellin helps while I R&R from Jiu Jitsu, but food habits naw. (Incomplete)
  • Mental:
    • “Be Happy Every Single Day” with meditation & surrounding myself with the right people. (YEP)
    • “Do what you love” (Yes.. I could use some help finding clients.)
    • Support those around me (I did it. I love doing it. I want to do more of it)

On the last day of every year I visit the year behind me and set intentions for the year ahead of me. These aren’t resolutions. These are about me setting my vision and direction. These help me tread towards the human I want to be. Here’s 2013, 20142015, and 2016.

Thoughts about writing

Writing can be constricting and suffocating. The words we share, used against us. The ideas we create, later the gun holding us at gunpoint. As such, we [society] don’t share. We stay in our lane. This makes art as a means of expression so valuable. Artists put tool to paper and liberate us. Perhaps unselfishly or perhaps as an act of liberating themselves.

They move us from confused at the hands of injustice to broiling flames from within, they share their accounts of living in their body through characters and people in books and novels, they dream up characters to teach us lessons and grow us greater than we were before we opened the book or stared into the painting or studied the sculpture or marveled into the sky.

I wonder what it’s like to create things that move people that way. I wonder what it’s like to breathe life into text. I imagine it being like throwing water on a sleeping person–awakening them with intensity, shaking up their sleeping soul.

Writing can be a powerful tool to awaken the spirit of people and communities. Hitler recognized that, halting the free press as immediately as he was granted emergency powers as Chancellor in Germany.

Many have awoken me with their writing The AlchemistAmericanahInvictus, If, The Miseducation of a Negro, Wings on Fire, The Autobiography of an Ex-Colored Man, The Namesake.

Seeing friends write and engaging with friends who create help me consider it is possible to do the same. I wonder what it takes to get there. To product.

Can writing and creating be the act of liberation?

Is it the result of liberation itself?

Could it be both? Or neither? 

 

If you can bear to hear the truth you’ve spoken
    Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
    And stoop and build ’em up with worn-out tools:
-excerpt of IF, Rudyard Kipling
I think we’ll see from this election and the White Nationalist Rise that has accompanied it, a new generation of artists and creators. I hope to discover myself in that and play a role in awaking people– kids like me who come from where I come from and others from worlds apart. To liberate spirits and perhaps my own in discovering the difference we can make in the lives of people through text.